First name: Jesse

Sat, 19 Mar 2005 23:09:04 GMT

~~PUBLIC JOURNAL~~

FRIENDS ONLY, COMMENT TO BE ADDED

Wed, 09 Mar 2005 03:15:35 GMT

i need to meet new people.

Sat, 12 Feb 2005 20:30:46 GMT

i saw the worst movie ever yesterday with the best people.

Wed, 29 Dec 2004 04:06:50 GMT

ive been thinking about a lot of things lately, people i know, things i have done, places i have been, just a little bit of everything. sometimes you never realize some things that went on until after, in some cases a long time after (hindsight 20/20). some times i am the biggest idiot/jerk ever. i wish i could be different and not judgmental and naive like i often am.

on a lighter note... who (people i know in real life) is going to the all nighter on new years eve?

Tue, 28 Dec 2004 07:30:25 GMT

call me if you want to hang out tomorrow or anytime this week, please i have nothing to do.

Mon, 27 Dec 2004 01:11:26 GMT

wow i just went back and read a bunch of my past entries, wow was i kind of stupid. oh well i still am pretty stupid. i used to put a lot of surveys in my lj and i found this one and i think i will put in in here again.

FILL THIS CRAP OUT OR I WILL RAPE YOU!

01. who are you, what's our relationship:
02. how and where did we meet:
03. what's my middle name:
04. how long have you known me:
05. how well do you think you know me:
06. tell me one good thing about myself:
07. do i believe in God:
08. when you first saw me what was your impression:
09. my age:
10. birthday:
11. my favorite band at the moment:
12. colour eyes:
13. do i have any siblings:
14. have you ever had a crush on me:
15. what's one of my favorite things to do:
16. do you remember one of the 1st things I said to you:
17. anything super special about me:
18. would you consider me a friend:
19. describe me in 3 words:
20. if there were one good nickname for me what would it be:
21. name 5 things i love:
22. do you think i'm good looking:
23. how would you describe me to someone:
24. have we kissed:
25. would you ever date me:
26. tell me one thing you've always wanted to say but never did:
27. do you think i'm funny:
28. do you think i'm a bitch:
29: do you think i'm annoying:
30: do you think i'm stupid:
31: what do you like most about me:
32: have you ever seen me with my pants off:
33: have you ever seen me cry, if so when?:
34: if we could spend a day together what would we do:
35: have we ever gotten in a fight:
36: do you think we will be friends for at least 3 or 4 more years:

still read the previous post please.

Mon, 27 Dec 2004 00:37:28 GMT

im at my dad's house for a few days, i should be home on monday. call my cell (or comment here) if you want to hang out then.

(619) 838-8145

another crappy family function.

Sat, 25 Dec 2004 08:47:32 GMT

thank you for ruining another family get together for me with your petty fighting and name calling like little kids. you are married for god's sake and are about to have a child. why didnt you open any of your presents just because you want to show off in front of your family, thats like saying we arent good enough to see you open them... i understand "family tradition" but you didnt have to get mad that the presents were here.

what im trying to say is that your fighting is so stupid and im done not saying anything about it when you guys do it here.

Thu, 23 Dec 2004 02:58:05 GMT

im tired of working, im tired period. i wish i wasnt so lame. im freaking bored right now.

Wed, 22 Dec 2004 02:58:28 GMT

today was ok. i spent like all day downtown (horton plaza) with nathan. i was getting frusterated driving around and also with trying to find a present for my dad. shelby called while i was there and said that he and rhonda are having a boy. by the time i am 18 i will have three nephews. im so tired. someone thinks i changed maybe i did, and maybe i didnt i dont know i dont think i have changed, but its no big deal to me because im not going to worry that someone doesnt like me. if you have something to say like that to me tell me who you are or just tell me to my face... i think i know who it is, but im not 100% sure. um... i dont know what else to say. the offer of hanging out is still on the table if you want to because i can drive. yeah im rambeling but w/e sometimes you just need to. bryan i need the info for the all nighter eventhough i will see you tomorrow i will probably forget to ask.

this is where it begins and where it ends.

Sun, 19 Dec 2004 01:04:26 GMT

so ive been sick lately. i stayed home from school yesterday and slept until like 12:45. im feeling a lot better today. does anyone want to hang out over christmas vacation?

Fri, 17 Dec 2004 06:36:01 GMT

im all sick and crap. its lame, i was just sick like a couple of weeks ago. im glad tomorrow is the last day for two weeks/minium day.

p.s.
go to this site. trust me babies, you wont be sorry*

redbear magzine

*note*
you may be sorry if you are easily offended.

Wed, 15 Dec 2004 05:47:08 GMT

so tonight i went and did some christmas shopping with my mom, we were in the store and my mom was like "i still have no presents for devon and chris (my sister and her husband), only shelby and rhonda." i said "me either (i was totally joking)" and she said "all you wanted was an x-box and you know that you are getting it so lest just go get it right now." then i asked her iif i could get halo, she said no and said that i would have to wrap it up and put it under the tree myself. how lame is that???? so my x-box is in my moms car and i still have to wrap it up, put it under the tree, wait until christmas eve (when my family gets together for christmas) and i guess "act all excited". i guess i should be thankful, im such a bad person.

Tue, 14 Dec 2004 05:39:35 GMT

i told my mom old noise ratchet (from "why we cry") gives me the chills. im happy it doesnt skip anymore, it is the best cd they put out.

Tue, 14 Dec 2004 03:48:42 GMT

im a fat piece of crap, i need to lose weight. im so freaking tired still.

Mon, 13 Dec 2004 03:20:06 GMT

last night was pretty good, noise ratchet was sooooo good. i had forgotten how good they are live. it was a sold out show and there were so many people in there it was like a sanua. it was good to hear them play like all of their old music from "why we cry" which i believe is the best cd they put out. it was fun to sing along to like all the songs except for two that i didnt know because they are like the newest. i think the best part of the show was when they played the cover of mandy moore's "crush" that they did for the "punk goes pop" album. it would have been more fun if i didnt have to hold my stuff and i was holding myriah's stuff while she went crowd surfing. i kept getting pulled into the pit, so i had to bring the mosh even though i had my hands full, and now im sore.

i have seen a lot of shows lately and i will rate them in order of best to worst.
1. mewithoutYou
2. noise ratchet
3.underoath
4.dead poetic
5. coheed and cambria

*note* #1 and #2 were very very good.

i need to go to more shows.

Sat, 11 Dec 2004 03:13:48 GMT

so i came home today and found a bag full of chocolate chip cookies and a few white chocolate macadamia nut cookies in it. after a day at school without any food i found the prospect of eating some cookies very pleasing.

my mom- "you ate the last white chocolate chip macadamia nut cookie, i cant believe you (in a joking tone)."

me- "oh im sorry. i guess i did its all a blur i was in a cookie eating frenzy"

Fri, 10 Dec 2004 05:59:36 GMT

I mean, we used to be in love 3 years ago when we first met , and until we both found out how hopelessly ugly we both are.

Thu, 09 Dec 2004 05:19:06 GMT

say anything i dont care...

Put music to out troubles, we'll dance them away.

Wed, 08 Dec 2004 05:49:16 GMT

im really bored. i hate when it is night and you have nothing to do/ you arent tired. i keep listening to the same cd over and over again. i wish it was june so i could be graduating from high school, santana is seriously like the worst place to go to school in like the whole world. i hate it like whoa.

anyway...i really like this song. especailly this part...

My eyelids are heavy, and the night's wearing on
Your story's familiar, and your innocence is gone
We'd burn like the morning then break like your heart
Fall in love without warning just to fall back apart
All fevered and blistered, with nothing at stake
I feel the warmth of her whisper, and the cold of my mistakes
Her soul in the balance, my heart in her hands
I made her a widow, she made me a man.

*edit*
i had to add this because lets face it... its true.

Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...
Your kiss is...	mysterious
Your hugs are...	friendly
Your eyes...	burn into my heart
Your touch is...	the only thing I desire
Your smell is...	amazing
Your smile is...	amazing
Your love is...	everlasting

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Tue, 07 Dec 2004 05:34:07 GMT

im fat. i need to get a pump for my bike tires and start riding it everyday or something. or start going to the gym again.

Mon, 06 Dec 2004 05:44:02 GMT

i got bored so i made a bunch of "is love" things.


water is love
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do the damn thing is love
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Sat, 04 Dec 2004 21:18:31 GMT

mewithoutyou= amazing
the snake the cross the crown was really good too.

Fri, 03 Dec 2004 05:10:57 GMT

im not looking forward to school tomorrow, but i have got to go. i dont want to explain to a million people why i wasnt there for 4 days... well it wont be a million, maybe like 4-8 people i know and my 6 teachers. im really excited about mewithoutyou tomorrow, i reminded my mom and she was like "i dont think you are going to that" then i reminded her about how she had said that i could go like 2 weeks ago. so now im going again. i hope noise ratchet isnt sold out already, i need to get tickets for that.

plans for this weekend
-go to school/sign up for saturday school
-do some make up work
-mewithoutyou
-saturday school (do make up work)
-make up work (at my house)
-youth group
-sleep at my brother and sister-in-law's house while they are out of town(do make up work)
-hopefully finish make up work
-watch football.

on a nother note:
friday febuary 18
from first to last
soma
i hope i can go...

Thu, 02 Dec 2004 21:03:22 GMT

im mad i didnt feel well enough to go to school today. saturday school here i come.